I said: Mom.
She said: you’re home early.
I said: yes.
She said: I’m sorry I’m down here.
She said it immediately.
She said: Gabriel said they needed the room. I didn’t want to cause trouble.
I said: you didn’t cause anything.
She said: Danny came and they wanted to watch the game.
I said: yes.
She said: I can manage down here.
She said it with the specific terrible bravery of a woman who has spent seventy years making herself small enough to fit.
I said: you are not going to manage down here.
I said: you’re coming upstairs.
She said: Gabriel.
She said it with the question again.
I said: I’ll handle Gabriel.
I helped her up.
She was lighter than she had been when she arrived.
Three weeks of chemotherapy and a system that could barely keep food down.
She was lighter and she moved carefully and she was apologizing while I helped her up the stairs, one step at a time, apologizing for the stairs and for the difficulty and for inconveniencing me.
I brought her to the guest room.
Gabriel and Danny were still there.
I said: Danny, thank you for visiting. You need to go now.
Danny looked at Gabriel.
Gabriel started to say something.
I said: Danny. Please leave.
Danny stood up.
He said: good to see you, Sara.